SSS September 2025

September 5, 2025

For Chobar

When you are too tired to feel
close your eyes, & look up
to feel me there.

When you feel too tired to fuel
think to yourself, your preparation for me

When you are tired and crying
know that I am in the sky trying
to tell you
I am always there with thee.
🐾SSS

September 15, 2025

I exist in the liminal space,
the spots the clock sought to erase.
Nothing here has the same taste.
I don’t know how much longer I can keep this pace.
I stare into the sky, questioning
is there even outer space?
K.Anne SSS

September 16, 2025

I looked to the floor
to the door
where you stood no more

Bright then, in the den

You asked why it was
I couldn’t do this before.

I said I am not sure
I must have needed more
to pull forth this softening
and pour in once more.

That was then,
this is now,
and we simply still
can’t figure out how.
K.Anne SSS

September 18, 2025

Reflection:
I was a little late coming outside and found two bees submerged. I scooped them out one in each hand and got them onto my pants to try out. I knew as soon as this happened I would be stung I just figured it would be my leg. One bee got dry and survived. This one was too far gone and was flopping around trying to die in peace and I was still hoping for life. She gave me a little sting and crawled into the deck to die alone. I guess honeybees don’t mourn, yet they function as a whole. I don’t understand but I see you Bee, thank you for your service and I am sorry I let you down.

September 25, 2025

The heat and society have left me exhausted. We finally had a little rain last night, but also storms are brewing. I am envisioning calm winds and rains that nourish only. I am taking things slowly caring for S.Betty, myself and the home. It’s a lot of work and a regular sleep schedule hasn’t been sustainable. We are in grief, a reset, illness, and another period of grief awaits. So I continue to try to find pockets of rest, tv and music have been off and scrolling stopped awhile back. I am shifting and pouring into the house, preparing foods, a deep clean in preparation of a period of true rest.
Please be well friends, nourish yourself with the nutrients and hydration you have access to, go into your inner world and pay it the respect it deserves, nourish your animals and family well.
Take care. SSS✌🏻🙏🏻💛