The Daily Personal 9/6/2025
I stood looking out at the pool,
my mind loud with accusation and judgment.
You didn’t even use it.
Wasted season.
Wasted experience.
Wasted life.
But why?
Why was I supposed to use it?
Because the seasons said so?
Because the calendar dictated it so?
Then came the feeling —
of failure,
of waste,
of loss.
But maybe I got what I needed.
Maybe I needed to feel what it is
to have something you may not want.
Or maybe you just wanted someone else there.
Yet today,
I am so tired,
I don’t even care.